yozzie...feelin a little bit beta...still sad over tat thing...shifu should noe bahx...hmmz..shant sae here...yups...haihai....sadded...hai...anw shall continue to post bout past few daes..hmmz...where shall i start....

`mon
wad happened on mon??o man... 4got lorx...o yaz...got geog common test...sure to fail...yups yups...and ten got home ec...plan handphone pouch design...ten got ap mdms teos....hai...cant stand her man...ten iz english ten chinese i tink...i haf veh bad memory!!!!!howhow??die die...i cant remember...tink now too tired to tink of wad had happened....l o ls...

`tues
tues....nth special happened...oter ten thinking day...morn assembly in hall....ten limin wear guides U....ten liddat lorx...normal lessons...so sianz.......haihai...o yaz!iz adeline bdae...yays...happi bdae if u read tis!lols...ten me,shirley,limin,kai2,cath share present....soft toy...veh cute derx...ten shifu tey all gif her tarot cards which iz wad she wanted....so cool ritez??hahas...ten after skl....go home yups....

`wed
2dae got pe....yeas...and ms sia neva cum...whoohoo!...ahahs..i so bad...anw...miss wong...geog teacher came in to tell us sum announcements...yups...ten went to pe...miss loh was late lorx...haiyo...ten we ran field 3 rounds...so slack...hahas...but nvm....veh gd...lols...ten play badminton...play wif cath...yups....ten iz quite farni lahs...play frm 1 side to e oter side...yups...ten iz normal lessons....nth much happened so not writin here...lazy lahs...ahahs...ya...o...except for science lesson...ms sia neva cum...so ask adeline help us suan4 e tarot cards...asked about *him*...ten guess wad's e ans??listen to ur heart and do wad u nid to achieve ur goal or sumtin lyk dat...whaos...surely 1 lorx...heard tat *he* got stead lerx...surely 1 lorx...anw...asked anoter ques...ten ahhz...now so confused....hehes...ten...assembly...chinese cultural week...change lyrics of song competition...all classes were gd man!ahahas...in e end 4 lower sec is 2C....upper sec iz 4K...yups...yayas...3 cheers 4 tem bahx...hahas...yups...ten went home lorx....

`thurs
hmmz...2dae also nth much happen lorx...sianz...skl daes are alwaes so borin...hai....ten iz lyk after skl nid to stay baq 4 squad meetin...ten gotta wait 1h lehs...coz senior 1h lata ten dismiss ....waited wif cath...coz she also haf squad meetin ten after tat she got e hike meetin...yups...ten after meetin walk dwn wif 2j wen yi,nicole,simin....yups...ten...er...nth...go home lorx...

`2dae
haiz...shall repeat agen...lols....ebri skl dae iz so sososososos sianzzzzzzz....haihai...yups...ten iz lyk lessons lorx...ten e-lit play shifu group e board game...quite interestin lahs...ten iz cme...teacher neva cum...we ebritym cme so slackkkkk....ten we plan 4 humanities week e tings...o yaz! i gotta make e starts...hehes...twinkle twinkle little star...lols...diao...ten iz cca lorx...normal tings durin cca....mi squad incharge of games...played e tangle and untangle game...lols...okok lahs...not rili tat fun...lols...ten iz singspiration....admin....ten break and badgework...yups...healthy attitudes...hehes...ten break ten drill...yups...did drill...lee peng command...abit wierd...but ok....but will laf...hehes....ten...audrey joined us....coz her squad duno wad lahs...ten lee peng ask cheryl to be commander...ahahas...ten lata audrey becum commander...ahahs...ten drill end lerx....got company drill...whoohoo....did not bad...yups...ten change out of boots and had vesper....ten got mini squad meetin...ten i go off 1st...neva walk wif cath coz she nidta stae baq a little wile...i got tution lata...yups...so go home...on e way buy dinner...yups...ten went home to eat and bath ten go tution lerx...ten during tution...veh sleepy lehx...lyk now...eyelid wanna close lerx...lols...hahas...so i shall stop here...hehe...ppl pls tag!
i guess coz i suck and lots of ppl hate me so no1 tag mi board...yups...tat's true...=/

anw...sumtin here to write...hmzzz....tink im a hypo...haiz....gals...i tink i stop tokin bout her lerx...coz sumtimes she quite good...and i tink we can help her improve bahs....if she still wun improve ten bo bian....budden she iz ok lahs...now tat i tink of it...she was tere sumtimes wen i needed it...haiz....onli sumtimes she abit u noe...hai...budden nvm i guess ebri1 has good and bad tings bahx...yups...so here to sae sorrie to u....if u noe....yups...the u iz the she lahs...hahas...hope u will forgive me...if u noe bout it...yups...=]

[did u hear mi heart shatterin into mani pieces?
i guess u didnt even care if i existed....]

i tink i suck....dunch u tink so??yeps...i suck...big time...ppl hate me...yeps...well...i guess im startin to hate mi parents....mi skl...everyting in tis world...hmmz...i dunoe...i juz tink i suck....im...wad can i sae about miself...o yea rite....im a big fat ugly freako!!!!!!!!!!iz tat bad enuff??well...duno...animore comments??wha laos...i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck....i noe got ppl pretend to be mi fren onli rite???i duno....i guess every1 hates me...yeps...im sorrie if im tokin crap here...alot of tings goin through mi mind...so mi post is in kinda a mess....wadeva i tink i juz type....yea...so i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck.....yeps...i did sumtings tat i rili regret...no chance to change lerx...o wells...hu cares?sooner or later i will die and go 2 heaven...no mayb hell since i suck so much...wth...im pissed of...well im pissed of a few daes ago...budden now i tink bout it i pissed of agen...haihai...im zi4 bei1-ing.....wth....i juz a nobody....'hu iz shiyeng huhs?'....juz a nobody tat no1 rili notices....i AM i nobody............and ALWAES will be..............

[i guess no1 understands me most but miself
and God.....]

i dun lyk sumtin....not gonna sae exactly wad it is here...iz a group of ppl...not in 2K derx...of coz not lahs...2K rox lorx!!!!!ahahs...anw...tat group of ppl iz lyk...hai....i in it oso...hai....so not enthu 2gether....so never bond 1...ten iz lyk ppl alwaes seperated into diff groups...neva get 2gether...we may appear so enthu and blahx...but i dun tink so...wahlaos lorx...hais....hope it will improve...oterwise...hai...tis sucks....

ellox...2dae nth much happened though...but still juz post sumtin...yups....kkz...started wif english 2dae...mr smith go true wif us e oral tingie...tat peter guy read until so farni...not 2K de peter lahs...ten historical narratives....mr smith show us e film pearl habour...yups...nice...hehes...budden show haflway iz maths so gotta stop...maths...abit sianz....mr tan teach abit....ten gave back our test papers....sum ppl not happi wif e marks...act i tink tis tym whole class not veh happi....duno lahs...ten recess....ten iz chinese and science....recess.....ten iz el enrichment...2dae miss manjit bu shuang lorx...anw i dun look 4ward to el enrichment anw...so iz ys group and mi groups present...all not bad...iz onli mi group....hai...i tink i get worse mark in mi group...but miss manjit still sae good...i tink she referin to limin.shirley and kai2...hais...mayb we should rehearse more...hais...nvm...ten skl end....walk dwn wif cath,shirley,ys,yk....yups...so now at home...slackin....tml got ting xie and science test i still here slackin!!!!!i muz go study lerx....bb!!=))

[e memories of u will 4ever b etched in mi heart....]

yoyo ppl...ahahas...i so lng neva post lerx...got miss me??ahahas...kkz...here we go!!!!!!!!!-_-'''
hmmz...where to start lehs???

`laz fri[chu 3]
yupx yupx....went baq to skl after 2 hols of cny....aiyaz so ma fan ritez??iz lyk wed thurs hols ten fri gotta go skl agen...haihai....anw...no cca!!!ahahas...act cca quite fun lahs...ahahas...ten limin,kai2,shirley cum mi house do project....el enrichment...ying si also got cum...yeas....ahahas...so we were lyk rushing to mi house....coz limin nid to go home....she got abit fed up....yupx....ten go mi house...blahx blahx...tey got and bao frm mi mum lehs...ahahas...i wan!!!ahahas...lame...ten limin left not long after...ten ying si also got help us do abit...thxX)!!!ahahas....okaes...ten we do finish lerx!!!!!!!!so we tok lorx...tok tok tok....tok quite alot bahs...ahahas...about tings...ahahas...and ppl....ahahas...ten.....tey left mi home around 5++...yupx....ten i gotta bath and makan ten go 4 science tution...yups....ya lorx...lyk dat lorx...

`sat
nth much 2dae....hmmz...let me remmember wad happened...i seem to haf short term memory loss...ahahas...act spend e whole dae studyin....nth much

`sun
2dae got up early.....went to aunty's house 4 lunch...uncle noe how to cook veh well....yums yums...ahahas...ten lata played wif cuz....ten 4++ leave...gotta go tution...hehes...tution quite pathetic...onli lyk 3-4 ppl cum 2dae...yups...liddat lorx....ten went to makan dinner at KFC...hehes...yums agen...hahas...

`mon
whoohoo!!!!!!!2dae vdae....hehes...happi vdae ebri1!!!!!!!!!!=))....i noe its veh lagg coz i now ten post...ahahas....got common test....maths...quite ok lahs...ten lata iz home ec...gotta face ap mdms teos agen....haihai...made agar agar....yups...not bad...hehes..of coz lahs...i&limin make derx...lols=))....so bhb....jkjk...ten iz science bahs...to balencing equations agen....understand most of it...budden still abit blur...muz revise more...ten iz el....mr smith didnt cum!!!!!!!!!!whoohoo....we were slacking e whole period...ten tey collected vdae xchange gift...yups...ten went home lorx...

`tues
2dae....sianz..total defence dae...and ren ri...happi bdae ebri1!!!!!!!!!!happi total defence ebri1!~!!!!!!!!!!...lame.....kkz...so lessons as usual...1st 2 lessons cant on fans and lights....yups...almos fell asleep...ahahas...ten e-lit....2dae ebri1 abit pissed off...hehes...ten lessons....art...slacking lorx...ten cme...mr lim left us at 2pm agen!!!whoohoo....ahahas...so socks,kai2,limin,shirley,sylvester,yk were playin dao zhuang ju...fun...hehes...gave us e xchange gif...yups yups...mine veh cute...hehes...ten skl end lorx...yups....

`2dae
2dae iz quite sian also....haihai...so sianz...budden limin and me during chinese veh high...ahahs...iz she lahs...make me high...hhaas=))...lessons as usual....coz i lazy to write out e whole ting...hahas...ten assembly....borinnnnnnnn....ten me and limin were lyk surely here surely tere....terrence was gettin annoyed...hehes...ten laff here laff tere...yups...ten lower sec gotta stay baq....got e 'care' group...at 1st wanna join...but scared 2 busy....so cancel mi name...yups...ten tey announce tat we sec2s can go china....shanghai...4 duno wad tingie...whoohoo!!!!!!...hahas...budden nid to pay...ahahs....ten dismiss lerx...walk down wif e usual gang...2dae got trudy and wei2....normally tey veh little walk down wif us nowadaes...yupx...2dae a bit high....ahahs...kkz....i shall blog until here...ahahs...2daes post iz sooooo long...i shall make it loooooongerrrrr...ahahs..jkjk.....c...im too high lerx....cyaz!

[god seperated us
and now..we gotta search 4 each oter....]

yoyoyoyo...hahahs...i crazie...kkz...happi cny ebri1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ahahas...2dae woke up at bout 9++...ahahahs...coz yest nite slept at 2++am...ahahs....ten go mi aunt's house...ama's house....noter anut's house...ten errr...i duno how to spell her name here...ahahas...nvm...went to 4 house 2dae...ahahs...and get lots of ang baos...lols...i m so bad...ahahs...so...yupx...2dae not veh fun lorx....coz mi dad's side e family veh little kids of mi age...tml will b fun...ahahs...coz i got 6 cuz about e same age as me...ahahas...yays...will b veh fun tml...and get lots of ang baos...ahhas...lookin 4ward 2 tml...haihai...fri nid ta go skl....budden luckily dun haf cca...yays...ahahs...jkjk...act quite lyk cca...hehes...ten i tink kai2,shirley,limin will cum mi house do el enrichment project...n i tink mi mum iz at home...=/////....budden i tink nvm lahs...ahahs...kk...gonna post until here...cyaz ppl!and enjoy e cny!!!!

[u gave me a reason to smile=))
and also a reason to cry....]

A carrot, an egg and a cup of coffee...
You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again.

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and
how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going
to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and
struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.
Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with
water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil.
In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and
in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and
boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off
the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl.
She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled
the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter,
she asked, "Tell me, what do you see?" "Carrots, eggs, and coffee,"
she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel
the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then
asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling
off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg. Finally, the
mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as
she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, "What does it
mean, mother?" Her mother explained that each of these objects had
faced the same adversity ...
boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong,
hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the
boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been
fragile.
Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after
sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The
ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the
boiling water, they had changed the water. "Which are you?" she
asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you
respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?"

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but
with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my
strength? Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but
changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a
death, a breakup, a financial hardship or
some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell
look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff
spirit and hardened heart? Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean
actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings
the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and
flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst,
you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour
is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate
yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a
carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to
make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to
make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the
best of everything; they just make the most of everything that
comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on
a forgotten past; you can't go
forward in life until you let go of your past failures and
heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around
you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who
is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

hey ya...feel tat tis email iz veh meaningful...so put here lorx...hmm....i tink im e carrot...yupx...i may look strong on e outside..happi and all tat...but i dont tink i rili m...hmmz.....tink bout it...which 1 r u??=//
anw....gonna tok bout past few daes do wad...ahahas...

`mon
2dae nth much...no common test!!!whoohoo....budden got duno wad wif e vp...boring...hees....ten iz home ec...cook salad and meat and potato pie...coz we miss 1 lesson and we complain to mads teos sae we dun wanna sate baq...so she sae cook 2 dishes in 1 lesson lorx...i can now officially announce tat mds teos rili iz ap 1...ten aft home ec was e normal lessons...ten me,kai2,limin,shirley decided to stae baq watch cny concert rehersal...ahahas...ten we do abit of e class tee...ten we slack....ten go buy bubble tea...ten we walk past coffe shop tat tym kai2 and limin sae wanna eat roti prata...ahahas...so ok lorx...ten eat eat....ten went baq to skl....ten went to watch e rehersal....gang hao iz gb dance...yeas!...ahahas...ten iz lyk ending lerx...so we decided to go home...o yahs...wen we were watchin hx came...ten limin and hx were competing whose scream louder...hees...-_-''' ten liddat lorx...went home....was pissed off...shant saw y.....
p.s. kai2,limin,shirley....i dun wanna eat e roti prata agen...coz after i eat i go home stomach pain lehs....hehes...=pPpP

`2dae!!!
yays!2dae cny eve.....can wear home clothes to skl....yayas...wore jeans and op t-shirt...ahahas...kkz...ten went skl lorx...ten got flag raising...went to get hong bao frm mr tan...ahahas....but inside onli got 1 mentos...budden beta ten nth...ahahas...ten ms sia gave us sum goodies too...ten nid to go hall 4 concert...yupx...we sit on chair..!!....ahhas...ten sec1s sit on floor...ahahs...nvm...we last year oso lyk tat lorx...ahahs...ten after tat go baq to epps to meet nat...budden half way nat sae epps closing...eeeeeeee....so met her at ws...ten she call vera...vera sae still got sum ppl....so we decided to go....saw old classmates...and new juniors...ahahas...yays...ten went to tm...wanted to eat lunch...budden sooooooo mani ppl!!...ahahas...so we went baq to ws foodcourt to eat...hehes...ten walk walk lorx...budden veh sian of ws ler lahs...ahahas...ten cum baq home lorx...2dae oso quite pissed of...wif mi parents....shant sae y......
kk ppl!!gonna post until here...ahahas...lata gonna go ama hse renuion dinner...ahahas...so cyaz!!!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!=))

[no matter wad happens,
i will alwaes b by ur side....]

hie...2dae not in veh good mood lorx...sianz...duno y lahx...juz not good...2dae woke up at lyk 11++...yahs...ten was lyk studying all e way to 7pm...but got rest little wile coz got headache...ten got dinner ten wile restin dad ask me quick go do homework...wth lorx...lyk i do whole day cannot rest for 1 nite...i tml continue cannot arhx??wth...ten iz lyk arnd 8++ go ntuc help parents buy cny goodies...alot of ppl...scary siahx...

sianz...i m so frusrated lorx...wahlaos...i duno y...haihai...juz feel tat life iz sooooo meaningless...i dun noe wad i even live on for...but lyk mr ong said commiting suicide iz not the solution...hees...dun get me wrng..i never tot of commiting suicide...ok mayb once...budden i wun let e ppl out tere tat want me dead to be happi...ahahs....haihai...and i duno if im a great fren or a great junior to the seniors or great seniors to the juniors...haihai...mayb alot of ppl out tere hate me...i cant help it if im fat ugly lyk a freak....wth....haihai...juz let me vent mi anger here....and ten nid to 4get *him*...haihai...i dun tink i can ever do tat though....wth....and church....man...i still dun haf e courage to go...y??i m such a scardey cat...wth...haihai....mayb coz i dun wan ppl and church to c a freak lyk me and PRETEND to be my fren...sian....haihai...fcuk....

[confused & frurated]

hey yo ppl....here to post...wheex...tese few daes abit high...kkz..not abit...iz quite...not quite...er...iz very super...hahas...kkz...stop crapping and laming shi yeng!!kkz...gonna blog bout wad happened to past few daes...

`thurs
thurs...hmmz...normal lorx...wake up...go skl....ten hmmz...i 4got lerx...i tink mi memory iz veh bad lorx...so mi history sure fail 1...ahahahas...ten iz normal lessons lahx...ten during chinese lesson tat tym limin and me veh hIgH....ahahas...ten coz fri got chinese test....ten got ting1 xie2...ten sumbodi oso muz go board write...ten i tink wed heng xin started tat ziao4 shuang3 tingie...ten on tat dae..not onli durin chinese period ebri1 hu knew e joke lyk alwaes sae...hahas...lyk 'limin'....'ziao4 shuang3'...hahas...ten iz i tink wed also...wahs i tok so much bout wed...ahahas...limin c bryan(frm 2J) ten will laff lyk xiao lorx...act he looks quite farni oso...but duno y lehx...ten 2dae chinese lesson she continue laffin....aiyox...ten iz lyk tat glenn go up board tere write lerx...sum baq tat tym sae 'she bangs! she bangs!' ten me and limin lyk laffin until stomach pain lorx...ten coz J&K both classes got junl liang...ten tey both go together....ten iz lyk sum1 shouted jun liang...ten both turn around...oso quite farni lahs...i m goin to buy tat nike water bottle tat can spray water...mi god lorx...so qi4 ren...iz lyk bryan and glenn were pretendin to fight over the water bottle and ten tey suddenly sprayed at me lorx...oso got do tat to limin...hmmph....hahas..ten lidat lorx...yahs...ten EL enrichment...group wif shirley,kai2,limin...topic is being lame....so lamE...ahahas...=))...ten lidat after el enrichment skl dismiss lorx...

`fri
hmmz...2dae e-lit 1st period...talked about the multi-modal assignment...shall not talk much bout tis...coz lata no surprise 4 ebri1 lerx...ahahas...ten iz chinese...got chinese test...act quite easy....budden zhao4 ju4 a little diff....ten iz recess...maths and science...and omg...mr tan....hai...shall not sae here...i veh kind derx...dun wan mr tan get sacked....ahahahas...=]ten iz cd!!whoohoo...1st tym lehx...we mis lyk 1 mth of cd lesson ler lorx...ahahas...cd teacher still mr ong....whoohoo!!!=D...ahahas...ten he gave us sweets agen...ahahahas...ten iz skl dismiss...rush to toilet change to gb uniform...ten cca lorx...ten blah blahx...ten soz squad 3!!i didnt mean to make u all haf penalty..budden no space for me to put lehx...=/...ten blahx balhx...ten iz teach the sec1s do drill...bu in e end sihui, grace, leepeng, apple and mua do drill on our own wif dione commanding...and her bellok iz veh nice...ahahas...we had fUn...ahahas....l o ls...ppl hu did drill would noe...ten cca dismiss go change...ten went baq home...was rushing...coz lata got tution...scared late...=))....budden juz in tym...yeas....ahahas...ten go tution lorx...2dae wen qian and hui ling veh high lehx...yahs...ten sandra er...hope ur name not wrong...also in same tution me...yeas...hahas...diaos...i m laming and crapping agen...ahahas...k lorx...write until here...wanna sleep lerx...lols...kkz...i shall sleep now...zzzZZZzzz.....jkjk...kkz...shiyeng!stop crapping!ahahas...kkz...shall post more oter daes...=))...pls taggie!!

[u dont noe wad its lyk to be hurt...and to be kicked around...
all those fake smiles and fat lies...and no ones tere to save u]

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